Tuesday, December 25, 2007
朋友~
朋友,我们有多久每像这张照片一样,一起吹蜡烛,一起唱生日歌?我们过完了大会师,你们的感觉又是如何。我们大学园区的工委告诉我,工委不融入学员的那一堆。学员告诉我,学员不能融入工委的那一堆。你们能不能告诉我到底发生了什么事情?为什么会这样?
每一次我出食物时,我都真的很想很想把你们融入在一起。但是,每一次都找不到我们的工委,就是找不到我们的学员。朋友,我很辛苦啊!为什么我们就不能像以前一样,一起开心,一起辛苦,一起感动?为什么大学园永远是一堆一堆的?不能像其他分团一样吗?大家都是一体的!
今天圣诞节,为什么大家就是不能在一起庆祝呢?都是一堆一堆的。。。。。。
老干部们,今年是我们认识的第5年了。也许,我们过多1,2年就不能大家在一块儿了。大家又要出国深造了,我们能不能就开开心心过这1,2年?
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
大会师
去了那么多年的大会师,这一次从东禅寺回来,感觉很不一样。就在此和大家分享。
这几天下来,我学会了很多。做了那么多年的膳食组,今年是最辛苦的
1年,但是也是最开心的1年,最幸福的1年。刚进东禅寺的第一天,就是精英培训营。那时的我,真的很讨厌师父们,因为那2天真的很严,很讨厌。原本我有份下去被操,但是一想到我曾经当过学警的那一段日子里,我一点都不想被操。当时的我,也很讨厌觉年法师,因为我觉得她好像很喜欢无理取闹,当时的我有少少顶不顺。我那时很想跟她吵架!但是,我又怕大家会因为酱而被罚没得吃饭,我才忍了下来!
过了1,2天,到了义工培训的第2天,我才知道主持的苦心,我才知道为什么主持及总团长会亲自下场被培训,被人骂。。。。。。。 是我误会了您们,对不起!我也终于明白为什么觉年法师会这么的凶这么的严对我我们。
这几天,我看见会长及总团长被人骂,流泪时,我内心很酸,不知应该怎么办!
这几天我知道膳食的确很让人不满意,和大家说声对不起!
在此,我想和主持,觉年法师及总团长所几句话。
主持:我们知道您的苦充,我们都知道这是为我们马来西亚佛光山,马来西亚佛光青年的未来,也许有些人还不能接受这种培训,但是,时间会证明一切!这会证明您所说的一切。
觉年法师:这几天,您辛苦啦~ 也许我有做不对的时候,但是我非常感谢您对我们的教导及提点,回到台湾记得要多休息啊!我们马来西亚的“宝贝蛋”会想念您的。
总团长:以后不要因为一些事情而去伤害自己,很不值得。我们都知道您的苦心,我们一定会支持您走下去的! 您要加油哦~ 不需要理会别人所说的。若需要帮忙,我们永远会在您的左右。这几天您辛苦啦~休息多多哦~ 感恩您对我们大学园分团的肯定,我们一定不会让你失望!
这几天下来,我学会了很多。做了那么多年的膳食组,今年是最辛苦的
1年,但是也是最开心的1年,最幸福的1年。刚进东禅寺的第一天,就是精英培训营。那时的我,真的很讨厌师父们,因为那2天真的很严,很讨厌。原本我有份下去被操,但是一想到我曾经当过学警的那一段日子里,我一点都不想被操。当时的我,也很讨厌觉年法师,因为我觉得她好像很喜欢无理取闹,当时的我有少少顶不顺。我那时很想跟她吵架!但是,我又怕大家会因为酱而被罚没得吃饭,我才忍了下来!
过了1,2天,到了义工培训的第2天,我才知道主持的苦心,我才知道为什么主持及总团长会亲自下场被培训,被人骂。。。。。。。 是我误会了您们,对不起!我也终于明白为什么觉年法师会这么的凶这么的严对我我们。
这几天,我看见会长及总团长被人骂,流泪时,我内心很酸,不知应该怎么办!
这几天我知道膳食的确很让人不满意,和大家说声对不起!
在此,我想和主持,觉年法师及总团长所几句话。
主持:我们知道您的苦充,我们都知道这是为我们马来西亚佛光山,马来西亚佛光青年的未来,也许有些人还不能接受这种培训,但是,时间会证明一切!这会证明您所说的一切。
觉年法师:这几天,您辛苦啦~ 也许我有做不对的时候,但是我非常感谢您对我们的教导及提点,回到台湾记得要多休息啊!我们马来西亚的“宝贝蛋”会想念您的。
总团长:以后不要因为一些事情而去伤害自己,很不值得。我们都知道您的苦心,我们一定会支持您走下去的! 您要加油哦~ 不需要理会别人所说的。若需要帮忙,我们永远会在您的左右。这几天您辛苦啦~休息多多哦~ 感恩您对我们大学园分团的肯定,我们一定不会让你失望!
Wednesday, December 5, 2007
School society
Thinking of de society for the next year, it is quite a big prblm. Duno wat 2 do. I duno 2 get in to de badminton aldy, it is veli upset tis year at the society. Not being respect. There is a society which i can get in, which is the 3 metal society. The main point is, all of my frens dun wan 2 study form 6, so they leave de schl. Now all alone, duno wat 2 do. duno which society wans me........... m i a idiot which everyone dun wan me?
Monday, November 12, 2007
Sien day: Monday
Monday makes me very sien, no activities on this day. No more school, very very sien. Haiz~ Duno wat 2 do. But I know I will b buzy the next few days coz need go Subang help yong er n hui zhang's wedding annivesery. Go to sing the song"tong hua", but this few days quite sien. Wana chat with ppl but no one chat with me.
Facing the TV whole day, this is killing me. But good for me coz go some time to take some rest, later no time.
Facing the TV whole day, this is killing me. But good for me coz go some time to take some rest, later no time.
Friday, November 9, 2007
DUN FORCE ME!
Y should I dance? Y must u push me to dance? I hate dance, n I hate the makeups thing put on my face! N how can tat dance teacher teach us the hip hop dance? Impossible! That guy learn all the classical dance, how can he know hip hop n street dance? Comensence lar!
I dun like to dance anymore! Y everyone though I like to show myself infront all the ppls, n making myself like a clown? Luckly shuenz say no need me to dance, orelse I duno wat will I do out f they keep on pushing me to dance! I will be mad, n I will disappeare that day!
I remember last year, those guys hold me on the chair to makeups on me! I remember tat! N I HATE them! Y must they froce me to do smthg I dun like. I hate lifes now!
No nemo dance! No makeups! ANTI! ANTI! HATE IT! NO! DUN FORCE ME AGIAN!
I dun like to dance anymore! Y everyone though I like to show myself infront all the ppls, n making myself like a clown? Luckly shuenz say no need me to dance, orelse I duno wat will I do out f they keep on pushing me to dance! I will be mad, n I will disappeare that day!
I remember last year, those guys hold me on the chair to makeups on me! I remember tat! N I HATE them! Y must they froce me to do smthg I dun like. I hate lifes now!
No nemo dance! No makeups! ANTI! ANTI! HATE IT! NO! DUN FORCE ME AGIAN!
Thursday, November 8, 2007
Thanks a lot 4Axiao
2ay is a happy day for everyone at achl except the form5, is the last day at schl! Quite happy, but quite sad also.
Honestly, this is the best class tat I ever meet in chong hwa. Fun n nice class, although a little naughty but one word:fun. I love this class for this year, they make me change a lot. Expecially I would like to thanks one fren, she always nag me to study hard, everyday she would ask me wheater I had finish my homework a not, and she always remind me to study when exam is near.
Honestly, this is the best class tat I ever meet in chong hwa. Fun n nice class, although a little naughty but one word:fun. I love this class for this year, they make me change a lot. Expecially I would like to thanks one fren, she always nag me to study hard, everyday she would ask me wheater I had finish my homework a not, and she always remind me to study when exam is near.
The most that I remember is the day that we need to came back to draw the wall pics, fun things happen, is great that I learn smthg new. Thanks a lot 4Axiao!
Sunday, November 4, 2007
Dun say u understand me!
2day finish meeting with zhong tuan. But I first sat on the car, my mum makes me really mad! She say she knows me everything, but is like sucks! I know how to handle those things, I ask her dun worried for me, and yet she yell at me! I hate ppl say no good to fo guang n ai wo qing nian. I dun like it and yet she say it infront of me! She really dun understand me! Once, she say I like pink colour things, but the colour tat I like is black colour, then she say I say these word is wan to make her mad! I just have no word to say.
So dun say she understand me, she is not! Those who seen my blog pls remember she dun understand me since I grew older. I dun like her habits, who like 2 pretent. I have a lot to think about, n I wouldn't to get in to this problem! I hope she will control herself, n if she dun know me, but pls know one thing: I have a lot 2 think, dun give me any problem aldy, I m goin to burst like a volcano! Pls! One more thing, dun say u understand me, U are not!
So dun say she understand me, she is not! Those who seen my blog pls remember she dun understand me since I grew older. I dun like her habits, who like 2 pretent. I have a lot to think about, n I wouldn't to get in to this problem! I hope she will control herself, n if she dun know me, but pls know one thing: I have a lot 2 think, dun give me any problem aldy, I m goin to burst like a volcano! Pls! One more thing, dun say u understand me, U are not!
Does it worth?
After finish the ai wo qing nian, I keep on asking myself, things that i sacrefice does it worth? I duno y m i asking myself this kind of question, but this question has been in my mind for a few days. Every time i close my eyes, I would think about this question. Does it worth or I have been a silly guy all these days?
I dun wan 2 be a silly guy, but some things that tells me it is! I m a silly guy who sacrefice things with nthg came back. But one thing: After all these things, I m happy! Duno y? M I crazy or wut? I think i really need to go Tanjung Rambutan aldy!
I dun wan 2 be a silly guy, but some things that tells me it is! I m a silly guy who sacrefice things with nthg came back. But one thing: After all these things, I m happy! Duno y? M I crazy or wut? I think i really need to go Tanjung Rambutan aldy!
Saturday, November 3, 2007
Finally!
Finally we finish our 'war'-ai wo qing nian. It is hard to say wat kind of feeling inside the camp, but for me is like a dream. The time past very fast in the 3 days 2 nights. I m thinking wat did I done wrong in the camp, I knew i done many things wrongly, n i knew a lot of ppl dun like me very much. I would like to say a 'sorry' to them n a 'thanks'. U guys help a lot in the camp, although our camp is quite bad, but this is enough for us. U all rocks the camp. N I really love the ying yuans this year coz they let me n all of us learn a lot. They also becames our challage n test.
Ying yuans, I love u all.
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Is coming
This is very near, 2 days left. I might can't use coms 4 a serval weeks coz my bro is goin outstation.
Very few days left, very few time left, very few things done. This is the problem we have meet. I duno y, but i feel i have not done much work. I duno wheater tis is a job tat ying zhang gona do or i m lazy?
Can someone tell me the real answer? Haiz~~~ I dun think so tat someone can help me now, everyone is buzy, n i dun wan 2 give some problem 2 them now. The thing i ned 2 do is helping 2 slove problems. This is the things i knew by this time.
Very few days left, very few time left, very few things done. This is the problem we have meet. I duno y, but i feel i have not done much work. I duno wheater tis is a job tat ying zhang gona do or i m lazy?
Can someone tell me the real answer? Haiz~~~ I dun think so tat someone can help me now, everyone is buzy, n i dun wan 2 give some problem 2 them now. The thing i ned 2 do is helping 2 slove problems. This is the things i knew by this time.
Monday, October 22, 2007
War is near!
Ai wo qing nian is near! We only left 3days! Very scare i will do smthg wrong at the camp. I m now thinking how 2 b a ying zhang Mayb tis question should have been think few months ago, but i still can't get the right way 2 b a ying zhang or a leader. Confusing me now! I hate myself when i distroy smthg good 2 bad, n i m scare. So i decide i wouldn't go 2 schl these few days n try 2 make everything clear 2 myself so i wouldn't be blur in the camp! Gambateh! U can make it! i know u can! N thanks a lot for the confident u guys gave me! I love u guys!
Sunday, October 14, 2007
Hari Raya- Ai Wo Qing Nian
A very nice holiday, coz is raya. But these 2 days is the ai wo qing nian's commity class. Very tired, duno wat 2 do, very the bur, very touchful.
I wan 2 say soli to all guys, coz i m late n blur, duno wat 2 do! Soli guys, but thanks for the confident u all gave me!
I wan 2 say soli to all guys, coz i m late n blur, duno wat 2 do! Soli guys, but thanks for the confident u all gave me!
Friday, October 12, 2007
Ai Wo Qing Nian
Sunday, October 7, 2007
Not giving up!
I wouldn't give up everything that i have now! I knew it is very hard to make things done by prefect, but as if i m a fo guang ren, i will try my best 2 finish all the things tat giving 2 me. I would like 2 tell all the Daxueyuans, dun give up! We have 2 fight till to the last minute, believe ourself! We can make it to 80 ppl! Gambateh guys! U guys rocks!
Saturday, October 6, 2007
Big test days agian~~~
Big test! Tat's what we call a student's life. So hard 2 pass the times. Since now, I have aldy have six subjects tested. But none of it is survive. Poor thing......... I try not 2 give up any subjects by this test. I found it quite hard. I will try my best, I wouldn't give up. I promise myself, wouldn't! I wouldn't give up myself!
Saturday, September 1, 2007
Tired n "mabuk" day at school.......
Yesterday morning sleep at 3am n woke up by 4am, den go dong zhen, reach there by 5am smthg. Start work while reach there, work n work work, didn't eat any food but just keep on work n work. Sooo hungry, keep on carry things here n there. I eat my breakfast, lunch n tea time by 2pm tat day.Finish works at abt 7:30pm, den go my uncle's house for at BBQ family party. Sooo fun n get mabuk b-coz of drinking 7 cans of carlsberg n heineken.
Wake up by 5am this morning coz need 2 go schl. Felt very mabuk n sleepy the whole day especially by the first period! The first period is a maths period. Sooooo susah 2 pay attention on the board coz keep on feeling sleepy n drownsy. 2day we have 8 period but i had been falling asleep 5 periods!
Wake up by 5am this morning coz need 2 go schl. Felt very mabuk n sleepy the whole day especially by the first period! The first period is a maths period. Sooooo susah 2 pay attention on the board coz keep on feeling sleepy n drownsy. 2day we have 8 period but i had been falling asleep 5 periods!
Thursday, August 30, 2007
Merdeka day = Buzy day
31st should be a rest day 4 all the malaysians, but for me is a buzy. Coz going 2 jenjarom dong zhen n need 2 wake up by 4smthg am. After finish the schl 2day, need 2 settal a lot of question. Den mummy go clinic for injection n making herself drownsy. I m late while i arrived at zhong xin. The door close! Den i can't photocopy the kao sheng qi fu rejister form. It is quiet a big problem coz we have only a week 2 make all the ppl come. It is a dead meat thing.
Sunday, August 26, 2007
Sad me
2day duno y, just wana b angry all the times. Mayb not enough sleep, or mayb tooo much 2 think, or mayb tooo much angrer. I really wan 2 b a patient n nice ppl, but how?
2molo schl days is back agian, didn't touch any books, didn't do any studies, didn't do any homeworks. The things tat i wana prepare didn't do any preparations. Dun dare 2 talk, dun dare 2 do anything now. Dun dare 2 take any actions.
2molo schl days is back agian, didn't touch any books, didn't do any studies, didn't do any homeworks. The things tat i wana prepare didn't do any preparations. Dun dare 2 talk, dun dare 2 do anything now. Dun dare 2 take any actions.
Thanks guys
I know I shouldn't think tat way, but the mistake tat i made is 2 horrible n terrible. I nearly make u guys eat the big "shit". I know no matter how I say u all will say is ok, but I felt guilty 2 made u all do so much works to repair the hole. Although u all can carry the "shits" 2gether but, u all n me are just ppl. If I make 2 much mistake sure u all will get irritated 2 make the repairs. I scare all of u become shit while repair all the "shits".
But, by the way, thanks a lot guys. For giving me confidence n 4give me 4 giving u all some many shit things. Next time, if the "shit" is too smelly, tell me. N i want 2 appologise for the trouble I had given 2 u all.
But, by the way, thanks a lot guys. For giving me confidence n 4give me 4 giving u all some many shit things. Next time, if the "shit" is too smelly, tell me. N i want 2 appologise for the trouble I had given 2 u all.
Friday, August 24, 2007
I need someone 2 listen my feels
Make a lot of mistake 2day. SOS! I m so scare tat shi fu n everyone will angry me. It is horrible, terible n vegetable. I knew I should not be so stupid n dumm. Although I made a lot of mistake, but I learn a lot n I found out something. I knew tat I shouldn't make this kind of mistake but i duno why, i made it. I knew i must not simply say something while I m tired, but i duno why, it just pop it out from my mouth. I really made a big mistake 2day.
The things I found out is, while I meet something wrong or something is very bad, I have no one 2 talk. My feeling is very bad n worst then ever. I realies while small till now, when things came 2 me, I just have no one 2 talk 2. Kind of silly right? I realy need someone 2 talk with. Can I?
The things I found out is, while I meet something wrong or something is very bad, I have no one 2 talk. My feeling is very bad n worst then ever. I realies while small till now, when things came 2 me, I just have no one 2 talk 2. Kind of silly right? I realy need someone 2 talk with. Can I?
Thursday, August 23, 2007
Rest day turns to sick day
Finally i have a very nice rest day in this holiday, but it turns to a sick day. Got fever today n i find out a horrible thing. I hurt my leg in the days tat i dance. Now, walk also got problem! 2molo still need 2 go dance, haiz~~~ duno how 2 make it!
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
Tooooo many
Too many activities, i duno how 2 plan it. A lot of preasure although is just a small activities but still panic. They give me a lot of effort, thank 2 them. I scare i dissapoint them. Scare~~~~~ I scare i can't give them much.
Sunday, August 12, 2007
Am I a bad leader?
Am I a bad leader? I have been asking 4 myself this question 4 lots of times. I duno wether tat i m stuitable for the post of the leader of camp? Yesterday, we have a small dicussion for the lesson we attend last week, we say all the things we feel at tat time. But, wat they say abt their feeling r better den me instead of me just saying a "no" or "i duno". Honestly, I felt nthg at tat time but i knew i need 2 say smthg by tat time.
I m thinking abt tat day. B-coz of me giving the wrong decission, See Yun have 2 bend up n down 2 make the circle done. Although this is just a game, but i have think a lot. Wat if at the camp i made the wrong decission den everyone get into trouble just b-coz of me?
2day, the meeting i act duno wat 2 say. I duno wat 2 say at the meeting, i can't think anythg. N i duno y? Can anybody tell me y? I have aldy make notes abt the meeting tat wat i need 2 say. But still useless!
M i stuitable 4 the leader post? M i a bad leader?
I m thinking abt tat day. B-coz of me giving the wrong decission, See Yun have 2 bend up n down 2 make the circle done. Although this is just a game, but i have think a lot. Wat if at the camp i made the wrong decission den everyone get into trouble just b-coz of me?
2day, the meeting i act duno wat 2 say. I duno wat 2 say at the meeting, i can't think anythg. N i duno y? Can anybody tell me y? I have aldy make notes abt the meeting tat wat i need 2 say. But still useless!
M i stuitable 4 the leader post? M i a bad leader?
Test agian.
Test agian. But diffren feeling.
This time i first time felt tat i m very scare abt the test! I felt very stress these a day expacially when i takeover the ying zhang 4 the ai wo qing nian camp. I knew tat the i have 2 takecare abt my studies n camp, but i really dun have time 2 takecare of my health. I felt sick easily these a days. I dun dare 2 tell my mum abt my health. All i wan is giving her a very good result n a very perfect camp leader. Haha!
This time i first time felt tat i m very scare abt the test! I felt very stress these a day expacially when i takeover the ying zhang 4 the ai wo qing nian camp. I knew tat the i have 2 takecare abt my studies n camp, but i really dun have time 2 takecare of my health. I felt sick easily these a days. I dun dare 2 tell my mum abt my health. All i wan is giving her a very good result n a very perfect camp leader. Haha!
Sunday, July 29, 2007
Stupid School with a stupid activities!
Y i say stupid? Let me tell the stories.
Th2 2 days r schl's sport days. Den guess wat we do? We must go surport compulsary, if we dun go, we will b say tat we dun go 2 class. It's stupid!
Den, we go inside the stadium but can't go out till evrything is finish. The most important thing is we can't buy food from outside include the KFC next 2 the stadium. Wat kind of stupid schl is this? We r like in the be arrested into the jail! It is brainless!
They say we r following the normal schl time, nut we have 2 reach the stadium at 6 smthg which means we have 2 wake up at 5 smthg in the early morning! Den we canot leave the stadium untill it is 5pm n the normal off schl time is 3:1opm. It is earlier den the starting schl time n it is later den the normal off schl time! It is the stupid head master with a stupid idea of the activities! Idiot!
Everyone in the schl is not happy with the Mr Bean Head Master!
Everyone in the schl thought there will b a holiday by monday, but he say tat Monday is just only we dimissed in the schl earlier den the other days! It is very the damm shit! I dun like the headmaster!
Th2 2 days r schl's sport days. Den guess wat we do? We must go surport compulsary, if we dun go, we will b say tat we dun go 2 class. It's stupid!
Den, we go inside the stadium but can't go out till evrything is finish. The most important thing is we can't buy food from outside include the KFC next 2 the stadium. Wat kind of stupid schl is this? We r like in the be arrested into the jail! It is brainless!
They say we r following the normal schl time, nut we have 2 reach the stadium at 6 smthg which means we have 2 wake up at 5 smthg in the early morning! Den we canot leave the stadium untill it is 5pm n the normal off schl time is 3:1opm. It is earlier den the starting schl time n it is later den the normal off schl time! It is the stupid head master with a stupid idea of the activities! Idiot!
Everyone in the schl is not happy with the Mr Bean Head Master!
Everyone in the schl thought there will b a holiday by monday, but he say tat Monday is just only we dimissed in the schl earlier den the other days! It is very the damm shit! I dun like the headmaster!
Sunday, July 22, 2007
A tired week
The whole of this week, i have been waking up at 6 smthg. There r few reasons, the first one is becoz of my roomates arlam. She set the clock but she can't heard it at the morning n i was the one who been waken up by her. This is not a good sittuation. I hate it, tat day i nearly scold her becoz i m 2 angry of the noise she made. Den i tought i might i have a good sleep at weekend, but the final thing is i had 2 reach zhong xin at 7am. But unfortunatlly, i was late. I woke up at 730am this morning which is thew time tat the bus have 2 leave, so i just call kabe tat i can't make it. Finish the phone, i just want 2 have a nap but while i woke up from thew nap, is 815am. Sooooo surprise. So i reach the destination at abt 9am. Of coz, i defenatly kena scold by the ppls.
At meeting, i fall asleep while sitting on the floor. Den someone saw it den i felt embaress. Is "fish" 2 let someone see u sleeping. But 4 me, is just an accident.
At meeting, i fall asleep while sitting on the floor. Den someone saw it den i felt embaress. Is "fish" 2 let someone see u sleeping. But 4 me, is just an accident.
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
小冬瓜营长
Me the little melon camp leader. The first day tat i have been told tat i m the camp leader, is very hard 2 tell the kind of feelings. Qiute scare, preasure, a little happy..............
I m preasure b-coz i m scare i can't preform the job well. I scare i will make DXY down. Preasure cames when they told me there is a change in the camp, i m scare tat i can't handle it well.
But, all of them told me tat i m not fighting alone. I have a lot of good armies, they r the one who will fight with me in this big war. Touch while i heard. Thaks a lot 2 all of u who look me up. My only hope tat is i wouldn't let u all n DXY down.
Malaysia Boleh! Fo Guang Boleh! DaXueYuan Boleh! All of us Boleh! DaXueYuan Fight! Gambateh! We can make trough this.
I m preasure b-coz i m scare i can't preform the job well. I scare i will make DXY down. Preasure cames when they told me there is a change in the camp, i m scare tat i can't handle it well.
But, all of them told me tat i m not fighting alone. I have a lot of good armies, they r the one who will fight with me in this big war. Touch while i heard. Thaks a lot 2 all of u who look me up. My only hope tat is i wouldn't let u all n DXY down.
Malaysia Boleh! Fo Guang Boleh! DaXueYuan Boleh! All of us Boleh! DaXueYuan Fight! Gambateh! We can make trough this.
Monday, June 18, 2007
A very normal Monday
A monday i spend at the hostel! Now using hostel'com 2 blogging.
2day, a very tried day cos finish schl at 3.10pm,den have my ball practising, go tuition by 4.45pm, end by 6.45pm. Den, went pasar malam 2 buy smthg 2 eat. Come back 2 hostel, help 2 clean the hostel hall coz i m a hostel community. Beside, by Wednesday, we have the datuk-datuk came from the gourverment need 2 check our schl. It is not a good things, everyone seems 2 b mad abt the cleaning job! My beautiful white shirt is black, i m thinking how 2 wash it? Mum will scold me if i dun clean it nicely. Soooooooo............................. DAMN IT!
2day, a very tried day cos finish schl at 3.10pm,den have my ball practising, go tuition by 4.45pm, end by 6.45pm. Den, went pasar malam 2 buy smthg 2 eat. Come back 2 hostel, help 2 clean the hostel hall coz i m a hostel community. Beside, by Wednesday, we have the datuk-datuk came from the gourverment need 2 check our schl. It is not a good things, everyone seems 2 b mad abt the cleaning job! My beautiful white shirt is black, i m thinking how 2 wash it? Mum will scold me if i dun clean it nicely. Soooooooo............................. DAMN IT!
Sunday, June 17, 2007
I feel shit!
A very shit staurday, with a very shit activities n a very shit me. After finish my sushi super, my mouth smells like shit also. Damn it!
2day actually need 2 practise my gym, but since my fren curi tulang, so me also curi tulang. Den go play badminton with yi ying. Suddenly, mum came 2 search me at the hall, dam scary!!! She told me tat she has wait abt 1 hour for me. So dam~~~~~
Den i go 2 ss3 zhong xin, go c them presenting, i got one bar of snikers. Nice one.
These a days, i m trying 2 b a better me. But, i dun think it works! I dun no y? It makes me crazy! I dun like it!
2day actually need 2 practise my gym, but since my fren curi tulang, so me also curi tulang. Den go play badminton with yi ying. Suddenly, mum came 2 search me at the hall, dam scary!!! She told me tat she has wait abt 1 hour for me. So dam~~~~~
Den i go 2 ss3 zhong xin, go c them presenting, i got one bar of snikers. Nice one.
These a days, i m trying 2 b a better me. But, i dun think it works! I dun no y? It makes me crazy! I dun like it!
Saturday, June 9, 2007
DAMMMM Borring day! Thinking smthg.........
Nothing much 2 do. Practise guitar, watching tv, playing comp, nothing more. I though i could go zhong xin 2 waste some times but no transport, so "NO".
Borring n lonely now. Thinking of him now. Writting the blog now. Watching at the moon, i would like 2 be on the moon n take a good look into the world, take a good look 2 beautiful things, take a very good look into peoples heart n a good look also into peoples mind. I wan 2 know wat r they thinking, n wat is he thinking. How many of me standing in his heart.
I want 2 tell him: U have been in my heart for 2 years, i m still loving u now. No matter wat happen, i will always be ur side, dun care whater u know a not, I will always love u. Love u 4ever!
Borring n lonely now. Thinking of him now. Writting the blog now. Watching at the moon, i would like 2 be on the moon n take a good look into the world, take a good look 2 beautiful things, take a very good look into peoples heart n a good look also into peoples mind. I wan 2 know wat r they thinking, n wat is he thinking. How many of me standing in his heart.
I want 2 tell him: U have been in my heart for 2 years, i m still loving u now. No matter wat happen, i will always be ur side, dun care whater u know a not, I will always love u. Love u 4ever!
Thursday, June 7, 2007
Busy day~~~~~
Went 2 The Mines 2 do the voluntery works. Den me n Ah Ying help Lian Zen shi jie for selling the food. We wait 4 Ah Bao jiao shi for the bread tat he bought! We help 2 carry down the things den he say he need 2 took us out for buying another things! Our journey is like this: "The Mines- to luch at Klang- klang kuih house(for taking the kuih 2 sell) - SS3 zhong xin(take the sambal suace) - gaint buy things(need for shi jie) - back to the mines." The whole journey spend abt 5 hours. Conclusion, we sat at the car for 5 hours doin nothing! We finally reach at The Mines at 2:25pm. I was very desy at tat time! We help 2 cook mee n toast the breads. Den we were told by soong wei tat we got 2 go back 2 zhong xin for the next act.
The next act is, we got 2 give a very warm welcome 2 the 6 buses of youth from Penang, Muar, Labis, Segamat, Jementah, Ipoh..........
Den, i came back house early because my mum is goin 2 Korea tonight on a 1am midnight fly at KLIA. I told her 2 bought smthgs but duno she remember a not? So good, can go makan agin. But I dun want go, coz i am scare of sitting on the plane.
The next act is, we got 2 give a very warm welcome 2 the 6 buses of youth from Penang, Muar, Labis, Segamat, Jementah, Ipoh..........
Den, i came back house early because my mum is goin 2 Korea tonight on a 1am midnight fly at KLIA. I told her 2 bought smthgs but duno she remember a not? So good, can go makan agin. But I dun want go, coz i am scare of sitting on the plane.
Friday, June 1, 2007
Dissapointment
My feeling now is like bull shit! I still duno y i must wasted 5 days 2 watch the compotition. If i know this will be happen then i maybe go 2 the BBQ party. Act I m very sad now because i spend a lot of time to practise n while at the compotition, coach just let the age which smaller then me to play the match. Honestly, they play like shit, tell them how 2 play they scold me, of couse i scold back them because they didn't respect me as a senior. Then they all angry abt me! Wat kind of junior is this? They say they wan play the game but they didn't play properly. I hate this kind of attitude.
Sunday, May 13, 2007
Making choice in test n compotition
Crazy me now! I m stuck in my examination and my badminton compotition! These a days, i m trying very hard in my studies, yet i duno y? I could not remember anything! Then, i got troubles now? Monday i got bahasa melayu n economy, tat's quiet making me dying.
The next things, i have 2 practise everyday for the compotition just after the test. If i dun practise by now, i dun have enough time 2 get up my speed, and after test we just have 4 days of practise only! This is killing me.
The next things, i have 2 practise everyday for the compotition just after the test. If i dun practise by now, i dun have enough time 2 get up my speed, and after test we just have 4 days of practise only! This is killing me.
Thursday, April 5, 2007
Test now!
Test is now goin on. Many had happen, n i duno y i always do the mistake things. Quite sad n quite dissapointed of myself. Too much things 2 complete n 2 much presure. Scolding by people from day 2 night, den this cannot tat canot, goin 2 fall. If i fall, no one can help! Sad day, n fell 2 do nthg but pressing down myself n wasting time 2 do some silly things. If i have a choice, i rather chose i m a normal people with normal life doin normal things n have a nomal time. But............ quite fuzzy is, i like a little bit of my life now! ><# But not 2 much.
Sunday, March 25, 2007
............................
2day a very tired day! 6:45am wake up 2 go e le yuan! Den come back at 230pm but didn't rest watch tv until now! Homework didn't do, headeache now. Tuesday 27 of March is my birthday, this year duno got who help me celebrated. I hope "him" will send me his wishes!
A little flie!
yesterday, my mum went 2 indonesia 2 do her stuff so i have 2 leave in malysia 2 continue my stuff!
2day, uncle David came 2 fetch me from hostel to my nai ma's house then 2 zhong xin! It is not kidding but is a long long long long journey! I have sit in the car 4 one n a half hour! Den i saw a cute little flie!
this little flie stick on the window of the car. On the road i just paying attention on the flie den i fall a sleep.
When i wake up, the flie still stick there! Den, we stop at a T-junction 2 wait the green light on, the lttl flie started 2 move here n there, finaly, it fly away, den i go back 2 my dream agian!
2day, uncle David came 2 fetch me from hostel to my nai ma's house then 2 zhong xin! It is not kidding but is a long long long long journey! I have sit in the car 4 one n a half hour! Den i saw a cute little flie!
this little flie stick on the window of the car. On the road i just paying attention on the flie den i fall a sleep.
When i wake up, the flie still stick there! Den, we stop at a T-junction 2 wait the green light on, the lttl flie started 2 move here n there, finaly, it fly away, den i go back 2 my dream agian!
Thursday, March 15, 2007
My own first Personal Computer
All these days, i have been using my brother's notebook instate of my own. 2day, mum had brought me a second hand PC. But, a real big mistake, we 4got to take the cpu's plug. Soooooo, i still using my bro's com 2 online 2day. hihihi! Next time, i will try 2 use my own com 2 write on this blog.
2day, i ponteng from badminton practise coz 2day in the very "good" morning, i can't move my legs n hands. I feel like i was paralise tat time. Den, mum was toooooo afraid 2 let me go, n i was tooooo tired 2 go 4 the prcs. Sooooo, the best way is call the ponteng.
Den, my nai ma(care taker) is out going 2day, so i have 2 fing a place 2 fit me in.So mum tel Josephine tat i m coming 2 her house.Kesimpulannya, I spend the whole day at
Josephine's house. N i watch 8 episode one of the movies. Cool right?
2day, i ponteng from badminton practise coz 2day in the very "good" morning, i can't move my legs n hands. I feel like i was paralise tat time. Den, mum was toooooo afraid 2 let me go, n i was tooooo tired 2 go 4 the prcs. Sooooo, the best way is call the ponteng.
Den, my nai ma(care taker) is out going 2day, so i have 2 fing a place 2 fit me in.So mum tel Josephine tat i m coming 2 her house.Kesimpulannya, I spend the whole day at
Josephine's house. N i watch 8 episode one of the movies. Cool right?
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Big trouble
2day, s a stupid on the com, i accidently deleted the window massenger on the com. Then i wait 4 my bro 2 come back till 1230pm at night! Haiz...... this is a big trouble.
Monday, March 12, 2007
Badminton day. HELP! SOS!
2day is the date tat i afriad n not feeling 2 go 2 schl 4 the badminton practise. In my mind, i am thinking y must i go back 2 schl on hol day 4 the stupid traning? N yet, had 2 wake up early in the moring so won't b caught in the traffic jam.
First of all, the coach ask us 2 practise the skills, n at last, we r almost 2 b send 2 the hospital.
Then the second period of traning is physical traning. We r told 2 climb 50 times of the staicase of a building. 2day i lost 3kgs of this practise which keep on going up n going down the staircase.
A scary day, 2molo need 2 go back 2 schl also.
Haiz..................
First of all, the coach ask us 2 practise the skills, n at last, we r almost 2 b send 2 the hospital.
Then the second period of traning is physical traning. We r told 2 climb 50 times of the staicase of a building. 2day i lost 3kgs of this practise which keep on going up n going down the staircase.
A scary day, 2molo need 2 go back 2 schl also.
Haiz..................
Monday, February 5, 2007
looong time no c!
long time seen the long blog posted. these a days, lots of act bcose of my pangkat n of cos tired so lazy 2 write blog.
act, i have the first test starting on this thus yet still online now. very the brave hahaha!
k............... have 2 study n no yet finish homework.
see ya!
act, i have the first test starting on this thus yet still online now. very the brave hahaha!
k............... have 2 study n no yet finish homework.
see ya!
Sunday, January 21, 2007
sharing
2day, after chating with my at msn, is almost 1am now. quiet tired but still wan finish writing this blog.yesterday b4 goin bac home from schl, walk past the hall. Seeing the junior practising 4 zon sentul, making me not feeling very well. i haven when 4 a competition seens i m in this schl, this year is the 4th year, yet i haven play 4 a match. Duno y? i have try my best but still not playing good in this schl. very bad feeling now. i would like 2 cry out loudly in a corner, so tat no can heard me. sad sad. dun no wat 2 do................but now................. need rest edi...........nite..........................
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Thursday, January 18, 2007
2day is a very tired day! Got a lot of stuff 2 do but still sit here 2 write blog. These a days, i felt like i going 2 fall cos of tooooooo much activities. Haiz........ And of cos of my studies got to pay a lot of attention 2 get well result cos i m in the second front class. Lot of studies's presure comes over me. Somore, a good news is i can go back home 2 molo bcos of the holiday of sat.........
Wan 2 rest a lot but duno how? Cos still got activities running all over me! Act........ I can now just fall over n take a great big sleep n dun care abt anythg. But thinking of my responsibility, i just duno wat 2 do.
My life is just like cover with a lot of act n homework, m i still a little melon or just a busy person do the act without any reason.
Sad! Sad! Sad!...............
Wan 2 rest a lot but duno how? Cos still got activities running all over me! Act........ I can now just fall over n take a great big sleep n dun care abt anythg. But thinking of my responsibility, i just duno wat 2 do.
My life is just like cover with a lot of act n homework, m i still a little melon or just a busy person do the act without any reason.
Sad! Sad! Sad!...............
Saturday, January 13, 2007
The weekend at hostel
This weekend, supose all the hostel boy n girl r going back to house, but i have 2 stay at the hostel cos the new student's 2days 1night camp at our schl. So miss........... everyone.................
still got 15mins then have 2 go berkumpul liao...... Haiz................... wait 4 my next new post fren.......... I will tell more abt the camp n schl's fun, sad,happy stuffs................... see ya!
still got 15mins then have 2 go berkumpul liao...... Haiz................... wait 4 my next new post fren.......... I will tell more abt the camp n schl's fun, sad,happy stuffs................... see ya!
Sunday, January 7, 2007
A ok day 4 little melon
2day actl is a ok day, cos wake up early early 2 go zhong xin 2 do some cleaning job. Wake up at 8am, then when i went downstair, i was shock! Cos the clock told me tat i wake up at 9am. Then i quickly rush 2 my bed room 2 check the time agian, well the clock is actl rosak. OMG! Wat the heck is this! Then i quickly take a bath then rush 2 zhong xin. But, b-4 i go, i went 2 buy the kipas screw. Then i can't find anythg cos 2 day is sunday, a good good day 2 rest. Went i arrive zhong xin, my first job is cleaning the c-ling. N I took a lots of dirts 4 my breakfast. Then, we go 2 the second floor 2 do the cleaning job. We clean the tandas, the floor, the kipas, the mirror n lots more. Then, while finish cleaning while i want 2 have my first meal of the day, mummy say she had arrive 2 sent me back 4 a bath. While finish bathing, quickly rush 2 zhong xin cos nearly late. Then we have a speech from the taiwan fo guang U n nan hua U. Then i came back home. Finally, mum took me to the restraunt ming tien 2 have my first meal of the day. Wau! Damn hungry by tat time. Then 2 nite need 2 go back 2 hostel by 10pm. Haiz.......... need 2 go back 2 the horrible place agian.
Funny day 4 me!
After finish schl! Quickly rush 2 zhong xin thinking tat there r smthg 2 do! Then when reach zhong xin, nothing do. So sleep at da xue yuan office until 6pm sthg. Miss yin xing came in n me "scare scare" cos came in suddenly. Then i di sui fang 2 have dinner with na na, song wei, yin li n yin xing. Then got meeting of da xue yuan. Then we have a b-day celebration 4 Mr. kabe cos he is the only 1 who has his b-day on te month of Jan. Then we go mamak 2 eat, n chat a lot stuff.
Finally, na na send me 2 j.q house 2 wait 4 my mum 2 fetch me, cos mummy went seremban 2 'pray pray". Then went back to mama house to online till 1:45am. Now wan "sleep sleep laio"!
Finally, na na send me 2 j.q house 2 wait 4 my mum 2 fetch me, cos mummy went seremban 2 'pray pray". Then went back to mama house to online till 1:45am. Now wan "sleep sleep laio"!
A bad day at my schl day!
2day........... Bad day 4 me. As a vice president of one society n an adviser 4 another society, everthing bang 2day.
First of all, 2day i wake up lately at hostel, then i was in a great big trouble, coz i have 2 find a hundred of form 1 student 2 give them abt the new msg of our badminton scty. Then, i did't ate my breakfast then just keep on running to the classes of the form 1s. (But, i do brush mt teeth b4 i go to schl, cos i m not a dirty cat).
After using half an hour 4 giving the "right" in4mation, i was been told by my president tat i have been ging the wrong msg 2 the kids. OMG! Wat a shit day i have! Then i use another45 mins to give the "right" in4mation agian all by my self! Then after running 2 classes by classes, i m very exausted, then i was been told by the "dear" president again tat i was still give some shit in4mation 2 the kids. Walauwe! I have been a clown 4 the whole morning 4 running here n there 2 give a wrong in4mation. I was mad at the time! Then i just straight away "shoot" her. Then she yell at me n say:" wat a shit vice president u r! U did't respect me at all!" Then she ran away. Then she go with her fren 2 give the right in4mation agian 2 the kids.
Few moments later, me n the others need 2 find her urgently, then the other guys saw her, she told them tat she had been finding the kids ALL BY HERSELF!
Wat kind of president she is! I have been finding the kids 2 round by my ownself 4 the whole morning n i say nothing, yet she was been finding 4 abt half an hour then she yell to the guys tat she is very exausted, n saying me not helping her!
I was thinking, if i m a bad bad little melon like the old times, a punch will be given by me2 her s a birthday present to her!
Then i went 2 the exibition hall 2 do the exibit stuff with the junior middle guys. But she did't show herself off at the exibit. Then i have handle evrything all by my own.
Then, at the end of the first recess, i was been told tat my society teacher wanted 2 c me! When i reach the office, the teacher keep on scloding me 4 being not responsibility 2 this society n not being respect 2 the president, then i told her wat i did this morning. Guess wat! The "unbeing respected president" got hers! Hahaha! I wanted 2 laugh loudly by tat time. But as a good little melon, i did't do it. M i good? hihihi!
First of all, 2day i wake up lately at hostel, then i was in a great big trouble, coz i have 2 find a hundred of form 1 student 2 give them abt the new msg of our badminton scty. Then, i did't ate my breakfast then just keep on running to the classes of the form 1s. (But, i do brush mt teeth b4 i go to schl, cos i m not a dirty cat).
After using half an hour 4 giving the "right" in4mation, i was been told by my president tat i have been ging the wrong msg 2 the kids. OMG! Wat a shit day i have! Then i use another45 mins to give the "right" in4mation agian all by my self! Then after running 2 classes by classes, i m very exausted, then i was been told by the "dear" president again tat i was still give some shit in4mation 2 the kids. Walauwe! I have been a clown 4 the whole morning 4 running here n there 2 give a wrong in4mation. I was mad at the time! Then i just straight away "shoot" her. Then she yell at me n say:" wat a shit vice president u r! U did't respect me at all!" Then she ran away. Then she go with her fren 2 give the right in4mation agian 2 the kids.
Few moments later, me n the others need 2 find her urgently, then the other guys saw her, she told them tat she had been finding the kids ALL BY HERSELF!
Wat kind of president she is! I have been finding the kids 2 round by my ownself 4 the whole morning n i say nothing, yet she was been finding 4 abt half an hour then she yell to the guys tat she is very exausted, n saying me not helping her!
I was thinking, if i m a bad bad little melon like the old times, a punch will be given by me2 her s a birthday present to her!
Then i went 2 the exibition hall 2 do the exibit stuff with the junior middle guys. But she did't show herself off at the exibit. Then i have handle evrything all by my own.
Then, at the end of the first recess, i was been told tat my society teacher wanted 2 c me! When i reach the office, the teacher keep on scloding me 4 being not responsibility 2 this society n not being respect 2 the president, then i told her wat i did this morning. Guess wat! The "unbeing respected president" got hers! Hahaha! I wanted 2 laugh loudly by tat time. But as a good little melon, i did't do it. M i good? hihihi!
Friday, January 5, 2007
Back 2 the hostel life
Well! First day back 2 hostel quiet funny.................... cos all those cutty little form 1. Lots of stuff 2 do like society, hostel community n lots more. c a lots of old frens. Wrote this post at the hostel's com so not so com4teble 2 write, i will post more abt my stuff at schl n hostel later. So............... WAIT 4 MY POST!
Monday, January 1, 2007
Steamboooaaaatttttt
2day year2007 1st of jan, little melon's house had organise a steamboat party! About 20ppl of the da xue yuan family had come 2 little melon's house to celebrate new year. When they started 2 eat, they all r shock coz l.m's mum use a 'kuali' 2 b the boat 2 cook then, they watch 2 movies-"big mama'house"n"too fast too fiurius". Then they all had a big photo 2 had a memory. But................... since i can't get the photo yet so i mayb lately 2 post the photo on the blog. Actlly, 2day also my bad day, coz my new open blog which is littlemelon.blogspot had a little bit of problem so i had no choice but 2 change my blog add. So hope u all dun b so angry! hihihi! 2molo i had 2 go back 2 my hostel liao, uhuhuhuhuh~~~~ got 2 go back 2 the horrigible schl! Haiz.......... Can anybody help me??? I dun wan go back 2 schl a! It is a very bad feeling 2 go back.
A new day 4 me!
Year2006 had past us quietly, in a new year, i try smthg new. i open a new blog 2 share my feelings with my frens. In a new year, a new little melon from fo guang shan will start a new journey in this life. Hope 2 heard some comman from all of u guys 2 make a prefect little melon.
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