Merdeka day = Buzy day

31st should be a rest day 4 all the malaysians, but for me is a buzy. Coz going 2 jenjarom dong zhen n need 2 wake up by 4smthg am. After finish the schl 2day, need 2 settal a lot of question. Den mummy go clinic for injection n making herself drownsy. I m late while i arrived at zhong xin. The door close! Den i can't photocopy the kao sheng qi fu rejister form. It is quiet a big problem coz we have only a week 2 make all the ppl come. It is a dead meat thing.

Sad me

2day duno y, just wana b angry all the times. Mayb not enough sleep, or mayb tooo much 2 think, or mayb tooo much angrer. I really wan 2 b a patient n nice ppl, but how?
2molo schl days is back agian, didn't touch any books, didn't do any studies, didn't do any homeworks. The things tat i wana prepare didn't do any preparations. Dun dare 2 talk, dun dare 2 do anything now. Dun dare 2 take any actions.

Thanks guys

I know I shouldn't think tat way, but the mistake tat i made is 2 horrible n terrible. I nearly make u guys eat the big "shit". I know no matter how I say u all will say is ok, but I felt guilty 2 made u all do so much works to repair the hole. Although u all can carry the "shits" 2gether but, u all n me are just ppl. If I make 2 much mistake sure u all will get irritated 2 make the repairs. I scare all of u become shit while repair all the "shits".
But, by the way, thanks a lot guys. For giving me confidence n 4give me 4 giving u all some many shit things. Next time, if the "shit" is too smelly, tell me. N i want 2 appologise for the trouble I had given 2 u all.

I need someone 2 listen my feels

Make a lot of mistake 2day. SOS! I m so scare tat shi fu n everyone will angry me. It is horrible, terible n vegetable. I knew I should not be so stupid n dumm. Although I made a lot of mistake, but I learn a lot n I found out something. I knew tat I shouldn't make this kind of mistake but i duno why, i made it. I knew i must not simply say something while I m tired, but i duno why, it just pop it out from my mouth. I really made a big mistake 2day.
The things I found out is, while I meet something wrong or something is very bad, I have no one 2 talk. My feeling is very bad n worst then ever. I realies while small till now, when things came 2 me, I just have no one 2 talk 2. Kind of silly right? I realy need someone 2 talk with. Can I?

Rest day turns to sick day

Finally i have a very nice rest day in this holiday, but it turns to a sick day. Got fever today n i find out a horrible thing. I hurt my leg in the days tat i dance. Now, walk also got problem! 2molo still need 2 go dance, haiz~~~ duno how 2 make it!

Tooooo many

Too many activities, i duno how 2 plan it. A lot of preasure although is just a small activities but still panic. They give me a lot of effort, thank 2 them. I scare i dissapoint them. Scare~~~~~ I scare i can't give them much.

Am I a bad leader?

Am I a bad leader? I have been asking 4 myself this question 4 lots of times. I duno wether tat i m stuitable for the post of the leader of camp? Yesterday, we have a small dicussion for the lesson we attend last week, we say all the things we feel at tat time. But, wat they say abt their feeling r better den me instead of me just saying a "no" or "i duno". Honestly, I felt nthg at tat time but i knew i need 2 say smthg by tat time.
I m thinking abt tat day. B-coz of me giving the wrong decission, See Yun have 2 bend up n down 2 make the circle done. Although this is just a game, but i have think a lot. Wat if at the camp i made the wrong decission den everyone get into trouble just b-coz of me?
2day, the meeting i act duno wat 2 say. I duno wat 2 say at the meeting, i can't think anythg. N i duno y? Can anybody tell me y? I have aldy make notes abt the meeting tat wat i need 2 say. But still useless!
M i stuitable 4 the leader post? M i a bad leader?

Test agian.

Test agian. But diffren feeling.
This time i first time felt tat i m very scare abt the test! I felt very stress these a day expacially when i takeover the ying zhang 4 the ai wo qing nian camp. I knew tat the i have 2 takecare abt my studies n camp, but i really dun have time 2 takecare of my health. I felt sick easily these a days. I dun dare 2 tell my mum abt my health. All i wan is giving her a very good result n a very perfect camp leader. Haha!